Friday, January 25, 2008

Slowly Back to Normal

Mom is back at work, the mountain cedar is finally starting to loosen it's grip on my lungs and things are starting to return to normal. 

BRIGHT LIGHT BLURRY DREAMS BY JOHN ARSENAULT

But like any extended period of stress, I see things through a haze of exhaustion and it colors everything I do.  Rolling out of bed at a normal time has been quite the chore this week and we've been almost late to school twice this week.  Have I mentioned how much I hate being late?  The feeling of being rushed is one of the most unpleasant feelings I know. 

Anyway.  Other than the fact that I feel run down, things are getting back to normal.  Munchkin is getting so close to reading.  It was amazing to hear her sounding out words last night.  Her teacher has started sending homework so they can get extra practice on skills they will need in kindergarten next year.  Munchkin LOVES it.  Even before we get to the car in the afternoons, she's pulling out her worksheets and showing me her "homework."  *grin*  She loves school and that warms my heart.

So, it occurs to me that I'm moving in a little more than a month and I should probably start getting things organized.  This weekend, we're going to take down what's left of the Christmas decorations (I planned to do it last week but...) and I'm endeavoring to go through the closets in my bedroom and the bathroom cabinet and throw away everything that I haven't looked at in six months. 

Well, I'd better get at it.  Have a happy day!

Monday, January 21, 2008

What a Horrible Weekend

About 10 days ago, Mom started complaining of sore throat, aches, fever, etc... Classic flu symptoms. Fast forward several days to Monday. She's been ill and in bed all weekend. Monday night a family friend calls and says that she has gone to the ER, that she's gotten dehydrated and is in a lot of pain from the flu and from coughing. Turns out she also has bronchitis.

Here is the first bump in our story. Mom is allergic to codeine (this I don't know at this point). While she's there, they give her some kind of sedative (don't know what b/c I wasn't there) and several prescriptions. The next morning, I drop her Rx off at Target on my way to work - I barely gave them a passing glance. Mom picked them up herself later that day.

Turns out, they prescribed Pfenigren WITH CODEINE and Vicodin. By Friday, she is having some really weird side effects. Saturday morning (my birthday), I'm feeling pretty rotten from this cough and so I'm planning on staying in bed. She came over and was all shaky and anxious. It was almost like she was having a panic attack. That's when it hit me that she had taken Pfenigren. It's got some really nasty possible side effects and it sent up a big red flag. I told her NOT to take that anymore and to drink LOTS of fluids and try and sleep that off.

By Saturday night, she wasn't any better and was getting, in fact, worse. So, we go back to the ER. It was at this point, during the interview with the triage nurse that I discovered that she was allergic to codeine. They had it on their screen from when she was there Monday night. THEY KNEW SHE WAS ALLERGIC TO CODEINE AND GAVE IT TO HER ANYWAY and she'd been taking it three days. I FLIPPED out. This visit, they gave her Valium and that seemed to settle her down. After a grueling six hour visit to the ER, they sent her home to sleep it off - several more prescriptions in hand to "deal with" the vertigo, dizziness and nausea - one of which being Reglan - which, come to find out, can cause pretty severe tremors... 

She slept all day yesterday but was pretty agitated last night when I went to check on her. She woke up this morning and her tremors were uncontrollable. She drove herself into the ER again (I could have choked her for taking such a stupid risk) and told them NOT to send her home until they'd figured out what this was.

She called me about 3pm and said that they wanted to send her to a PSYCH unit b/c they thought the combination of meds had caused an imbalance in her brain which brought on the anxiety and tremors. I completely vetoed that decision b/c I knew this was a MEDICAL problem; not a psych problem.

I dragged my sick butt out of bed, downed some Tylenol Cough & Sore Throat (best stuff EVER folks), got dressed like I was going to work and headed to battle. They were going to admit her whether they liked it or not and I was ready to fight about it. They broke her now FIX IT DAMN IT.

I told Mother not to let them give her anything else and to not make any more decisions until I got there.

Long story short (too late, I know), they admitted her. At first, the doctor didn't want to give her anything to treat the tremors and said he felt like she was having an onset of a panic disorder.  I had to argue with the neurologist assigned to her that she didn't just SUDDENLY have a nervous breakdown and I wasn't buying a totally coincidental sudden onset of PARKINSON'S symptoms, thank you very much. I told him that frankly I wasn't at all interested in his hesitation to treat my mother as a case of over-medication and I wasn't having it. That it was my job to make sure her care is as thorough and expedient as possible. This neurologist has a very good reputation and I know he knows what he's doing. I also know he didn't want to get involved in a potential situation where he was implicating fault in another doctor for prescribing a drug my mother's chart CLEARLY indicated she's allergic to. I told him that as long as he did his job, he didn't have anything to worry about. Fix it - we'll worry about how this happened later.

He finally agreed to put her on fluids and give her something to combat the tremors. He told the nurse (after I'd left) that he felt her situation was a combination of anxiety and over-medication but that the latter probably triggered the former. I guess it was as much as he was willing to admit.

When I left her an hour ago, she was just about asleep.  They are going to at least keep her overnight, push lots of fluids and keep her medicated to combat the tremors.  I'll go back over there tomorrow but I'm not going to let them get rid of her until these tremors have stopped.  I don't want her at home, alone, if she's still experiencing these symptoms.  NO WAY. 

Ugh. What a horrible weekend.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

It's my birthday and I'll cough if I want to...

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 Ok, so that's not how the song goes.... 

Mountain Cedar just might be the death of me.  It makes my throat close up and I have this terrible cough and sore throat as the drainage...sorry, TMI. 

Anyway.  it's my birthday and I think all I want is Chinese food (maybe Thai), some new Tylenol Cough and Sore Throat and a new pair of pj pants.  *laugh*  Oh, and maybe this shirt....

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32 candles...18 more and I'll have to have the fire marshall present.  I read that somewhere.  *giggle*  I woke up this morning at a disgusting 6:30am (so much for sleeping in) and said, "I don't feel any older."  I made myself a cup of hot tea and enjoyed the stillness of the morning. 

Some interesting tidbits about the year of my birth:

January 30, 1976 - Live from Lincoln Center debuts - this just proves that it was in the stars that I would sing opera.  *snort*

September 25, 1976 - Irish rock band U2 formed - which proves nothing; it's just interesting...

a gallon of gas cost $.86

All of this proves that it's good to be alive in 2008.  I don't know, I'm rambling.  Ok, folks - have a happy day - on me!

Saturday, January 5, 2008

One Day

I remember thinking to myself that it seemed silly to go back to work only one day this week and then have a weekend.  Why not give us one more long weekend and then start from go on Monday? 

Yesterday was the loooooooooooooongest day of my life.  I was so out of "shape" per se that it was good I didn't have another four days to look forward to.  I've become accustomed to sitting in my pjs until 10am, laying on the couch and playing PS2 while Munchkin sleeps and, lastly, staying up all hours of the night. 

The alarm went off at 5:45, just like it always does, and I felt like somebody turned car headlights on in my head.  AAAHH, the racket!!

It was a good day at work - I think I accomplished quite a few things for my first day back.  Several things were tabled though until my boss and her assistant get back.  Since I don't have one, I rely on her assistant (my boss's) to help me with small things.

But, of the things I could get done, I finished them.  I'll have full demo sets of the new printed pieces next week and I'll start putting together formal presentations for the Board meeting.  I also have another Leadership Temple day next week.  Blah.  I guess I need to give some thought to my section of our team project soon.  (there are just so many other things to think about...)

I think today is going to be a day to take some of the Christmas decorations down.  We're leaving the tree, stockings and nativity up until J comes home.  He can open his gifts when he gets back.  That means we have to take down all the garland, lights, centerpieces, cabinet knob decorations, christmas dishes, flowers, candles and advent wreath. 

I want to work on a calendar to count down the days but I don't know what day he's coming home, do I?  That sneaky thing thinks he is going to surprise me.  I told him to be ready to do CPR because I will probably have a heart attack.  I still have an idea of a ballpark time, though....  Maybe I'll just arbitrarily pick a date and count down to it.  Kind of like a due date.  It's more a guess than anything else anyway - you never REALLY know when that baby will show up.  *snicker*

Ok, quick CD review.  "Dreaming Out Loud" by OneRepublic is a really great album.  They sound like a combination of several other bands - they've got some Coldplay, some Maroon 5 and others of that style.  And, I have to say that I like the arrangement of "Apologize" with Timbaland better than the original.   I like the extra effects they added.  *grin*  "Come Home" is a sweet song that captures a lot of the melancholy anybody who is far away from one they love feels.  "All We Are" has a line in the chorus that I just LOVE: We won't say our goodbyes/we know it's better that way.  We won't break, we won't die/it's just a moment of change.  I downloaded it from Amazon - you can buy and download the albums online now.  LOVE IT!!!   

We booked our trip to New Jersey for Spring Break.  *laugh*  Not exactly a spring break destination, you might think?  Well, Munchkin is going to see her daddy and his family for spring break and Mom and I are flying her up there.  While she plays with them, Mom and I are going to spend four days in Manhattan!  We've decided not to try and see a bunch of shows b/c we'd easily spend all our money on show tickets and there are so many other things to see.  I want to see Wicked but those tickets are going for $140/EACH so I don't see how that will be possible.  But, that's A-Ok.  There is LOTS to see without spending a lot of $$.  It'll be fun.  And the pictures! 

Y'all have a wonderful weekend!