drivel

MPAA Rating:

PG-13 for brief war violence, sexual content, language and smoking.

 

Really? SMOKING is now making it into MPAA rating information?  ROFL

Whew...bye bye June!

I can't believe June is just about over...already!

Matt & I met with our pastor last night in what promises to be regular sessions as we close in on THE BIG DAY. 

Just about everything is planned.  I think.  *laugh*

Work is zooming along as a frantic pace.  Trying to get everything planned out around a little time off is maddening.  Whine, whine, whine

Ok, time to go to the gym and torture myself.  Have I mentioned how MUCH I hate working out??  It's all for the cause though and dangit if I'm not anything but motivated. 

Later, gators.

How long IS this list?!

*whew*

What a busy day!  I sent Matt home early, thinking I was going to bed early.  I promise I tried.  Really.  But here I am.  It's 10:20 and I'm finally starting to get all droopy-eyed and sleepy. 

Ok, so my creativity button must be in the "off" position.  I'll try and come up with something good tomorrow.

that weird sound cats make

kali is laying on the bed, giving herself a bath, and she makes this odd little noise when her nose gets too close to her skin.  it's like this snorting sound. 

I don't know - it's just WEIRD!  LOL

I need to write more thank you notes but I don't. want. to!!!

uh.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.  oh, sorry - I must have dozed off. 

yes, I am just. that. tired.

I'm listening to Ronnie Milsap.  Don't ask.  I'm not tellin' anyway.  LOL

'night, friends.  this was a totally useless post but I'm trying to get back into the habit of writing. 

NOw that summer is coming, I can write more. 

My feet are finally not hurting.  3 inch heels for 13 hours is a bit much. 

whine.

gripe

pout

.....

'night

rain, naps and dress fittings

Had my final fitting today for the dress.  They are putting a french bustle in the back, for the reception.  It's going to be great.  I can't wait for July. 

It rained a lot of the day, which was condusive to napping.  That was great because I still don't think I'm caught up from the week. 

Went to Washington D.C. for work this week.  It was a conference for the Safe Schools Grant the district was awarded by the gov't.  It was a REALLY good conference, actually.  I don't know how much new information I heard but it was nice to get some really good affirmation about our programs

probably

I think I miscarried today.  I started my period two weeks early and it's really heavy.  I would be three weeks pregnant.  Since I've always been like clockwork, this is the logical explanation.  These are normal and it doesn't mean I'll have trouble later on.  (webmd says 90% of healthy women have miscarried at least once and gone on to have a healthy pregnancy - we know I'm capable of carrying a pregnancy to term - she's sleeping in the other room.)

It wasn't time.  I had the IUD for over a year and this was the first full month of a normal cycle.  My uterus didn't have time to get back to normal from it's previously thinned out state.  There probably wasn't enough for the little embryo to latch on to.  So, my body let it go. 

I started having that heartburn stuff several days ago (during my trip) and I had WRETCHED heartburn when I was pregnant with Madison.  (thought I was going to breathe fire some days.)  I also know that on the plane ride back to Atlanta from D.C. Thursday morning, there was an infant that cried and cried and cried.  It could have triggered a hormone surge that actually caused the miscarriage.   

We'll never really know.  I love you, Matt.  With my whole heart (except the part that belongs to Jesus).

sigh*